This is an old one but a good one to keep in mind.

You know those battles, the battle were the agency whos fighting againt it's system is happening and you're within the system, so you're trying to take it out of it's own dimension by zooming out. Yes I don't know either. Need more dimensions.

|-------------|
|    |----v   |
[A] [B]->[C]<-|
|    |----^   |
|-------------|

In my own path for questioning everything, Donald Hoffman had this interesting TED talk a decade ago:

Big Think also has great content for basically everything, related video from Lisa Feldman Barrett:

She was also on Huberman's podcast last year

I found myself watching this while the sun shines outside and I'm contemplating all of life.

And more interesting videos i came about, as a kinda related follow-up, i guess;

https://www.youtube.com/@StarTalk

While listening to this I imagine dark matter and dark energy referencing some other universe on "the other side" of a simulation or system we're in. Thinking is fun.